One of the things I hate most in life. Having to decide. What shirt to wear. What class to take. What college to go do. Who's party to go to. To drink or not. Which homework assignment to do first. What instrument to play... But the worst, hardest decisions are the ones that affect others. And deciding if your decision was one made for the best of everyone, or just for yourself. Or if you justify it as it'll be the best for everyone else because it's best for you? If you feel strongly about something, should you make your decision on emotions, brain, or heart? What if 2/3 feel one way, but the other third feels the other way? Do you ignore the one third completely. Do emotions and heart together mean more than brain alone? Or even if you feel that your emotions, brain, and heart are leaning the same way, does that guarentee it's right? Or maybe you know in the long run it's right, but now, in the short run, you're like confused. Or when you have to make a decision between two things, one decision makes other people happy, but makes you bleh, and then the other decision makes you feel better, except that you feel bad about making others feel un-better. Oi. I hate it when I overthink. I hate sitting in silence when you've got a million things going through your head....
Merci. Je t'aime.
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